Thursday, April 27, 2006
I know the color of love And it lives inside of you I know the color of truth It’s in the image of you If it comes from the heart Then you know that it’s true It will color your soul like a rainbow And the color is in you
yeeping ; 1:42 PM
anyways i went back to sch yesterday to meet beabea lene and centis. HAHA. so many pictures. im missing them. im still in TP. but my satellite campus is in sentosa. im a tp student still. (; i just love the feeling when u know ppl are supporting you. it just cheer my day and remove my frowns. its gonna be tough and im giving it a try (65%). im going back to sch on fri for htm orientation. im going to sch still. probably my last week. cos im gonna be busy. as in really busy in sentosa. im getting used to sch. trying to accept it. i miss tp. but i know im gonna miss tas soon.
my 3rd day in tas. for the fact tt we only got 1 canteen with 1 stall. 20 tables 4 seats each. unconnected messy blocks with a b c d e f g and dunno where it is. i got lost a few times trying to look for my lecture theatre. they've gotta pardon us for being late. two computer labs?! and a faulty printer each. expensive food (wad to do its an attraction in singapore). i love to study with birds and peacocks looking at us as if they're visiting us in the zoo. leather seats tt inserts sleeping drugs into my mind. and yes. i slept through my lectures today. so many hours. dunno why. oh yea tmr is a formal day. wearing formal to sentosa. now stop laughing. who gets to do tt apart from the htm students. oh yea. tp business sch had fire drill today? TAS too. so we practically did nothing trying to get ourselves prepared for the fire drill. we were all scrolling into the football field. talking at the back. and we can see the lecturers having fun playing with the fire extinguisher. hahah. hilarious. and guess wad. my best friend's mum is actually my lecturer. omg. we used to play eat and make a hell lotsa noise at her house. and do you think she'll have a good impression of me? hahah. this is funny.
suayness out of suayness. ultimate.
happy birthday! (;
yeeping ; 11:53 AM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
day 1 in tas first lecture. a very bad start. applied research HT. mdm zhang wei. a big yawn. i fell asleep on the comfy leather sit in the nice air conditioned room with the height of the table just right for me to lie on. nice environment i should say. hmm. with a small canteen with only 1 stall. 20 tables with 4 seats each. i guess tt made it cosy so yepp. ***** to get into the toilet. hahah. nice nice. im just missing my tp friends and all i have to complain is the distance and the mensa ppl. so many many transportation to get it. bus train bus bus.
it time for me think of wad i really want to do and my decisions over certain pressing issues.
im so tempted to do certain stuff. all i need is support for tt two decisions im gonna make.
i dun wana be your 2nd ---.
yeeping ; 2:15 PM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
business orientation is over. finally. and here we are, business won again. oh wells. kinda expected it. yepp. i saw min min! yes i missed her. hahaha. it was a super long day yesterday. cpf building mcdonald after tt. handiplast added two big blue blacks on my thighs. omg. i swear im not gonna play it again. JODIN JODIN JODIN. thanks man. i love centis still. FOW and FOC. yes u're not forgotten fow-s. yepp. im sorry if ive left anyone of u out at tt time.
i couldnt help but tear at the moment. it was like. . . i dunno how to put it. andrew guang alvin darren alwyn huan kai vincent guanpeng ivan many more. and TAS. am i gonna see you guys again? as i am typing this entry the song far away by nickleback is going on and on im my playlist. wrong timing. okie. i shall be fine.
my friend brought me to punggol end to see stars. it is really a nice place to chill. just the sea breeze and stars. went back at 3 plus. much sharing. it was fun lar. thanks.
all the nonsense must come to an end. (;
yeeping ; 12:06 PM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
i went to sch for a one day 5 modules lecture. yawn. collected my sentosa pass. so i can go in and out without paying. SENTOSA ANYONE? hahaha. it was good to see our freshies meeting up themselves and having fun together. guang selene 04 jason eleanor and beenox came gelare yesterday. hahaha.
i was overjoyed. yet i am confused. once again.
yeeping ; 2:48 AM
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
camp was fun. yepp. 1-1-4
its okie its alright tp tp fight fight fight. at least i see centis' spirit after final clash and even after camp. it was good. the graduates had left su with legacy and will be missed much. (;
today is a tiring day. i reckon tt ppl get their proper information before making any decision. sia suay. waste my time.
yeeping ; 2:03 PM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
10-12 april
im back from fow. we came in 3rd. not bad at all. though ive expected us to be better. lets see. the freshies are great the food is yummy the progamme is interesting my GLs HGL and FAs are good. let's wrap it up. its a success and better than wad ive expected. i made more new friends. juniors, international students. a brand new experience. nv know tt workshop can be so fun. HAHA. yepp. but my phone is down. =(
three more days and its over. was touched to receive all the comments. sigh. im missing my ppl. we were rather bonded. i dun have much photos though.
will we have upcoming outings? i hope so.
will FOC turn out to be better than FOW?
cengua. centis.
missme.
yeeping ; 4:04 PM
Monday, April 10, 2006
the car approached at the high speed and was too late to brake. i heard a bang and the motorist was rolling on the floor. he laid there motionless and at tt moment i tot he was gone. i panicked and my limbs went numbed. my heart skipped a beat faster and i was too afraid to look back again. he was still lying on the floor. i wish i could do something constructive at tt very moment but i was held back by the shock. at tt instance, i just felt so insecure. tt driver came out and i decided to leave before it creates more fear and brings me to the paranoid world.
i couldnt help but thinking bout the situation. tossing on bed and i just couldnt stop worrying. msg at 2.50am stunned me. maybe my reply at tt time will surprise you since ive gotta morning shift in hours time. oh wells. im sorry for not replying. cos i had fell into the hands of the zzz monsters. a phone call at 3.30 irritated me. im left with 3 hours of sleep. 4.30 and i couldnt sleep. thinking of wad will happen to me on the streets. so unpredictable. 6.30. i woke up to prepare for work.
went to work. i was dumb enough to finish the crepe with caramel banana and grand marnier (40% alc which is same as an absolute vodka) at one shot. headache. for im not a drinker.
then meet yuting and cherie at bugis.
fow tmr. you wanted to come and give me a surprise on one of the days. shall i stick to the smile or shall i think of the impossibles and frown?
yes i'll go with you again. anything anywhere. (;
reply me please.
yeeping ; 1:15 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
lets start from SL camp on mon to wed.
i dun have much to comments but if ive gotta complain, i'll have a long list to say. overall, ive nv been to a camp --- than this. nvm. we've got a new group called yi suo. more than just fun. yepp. we've got cheers. we defiant. we stick together. we laugh sing and supper. pls think why will ppl compare SL camp and OTC. you cant just scold tt person for wad he had done, just commenting. it was just a comment. i dun understand why are u so worked out over this. and why cant my SU friends talk to me. from food to programme to people. ---. i shall reserve my comments. damn it. i made a new friend melanie. (;
monday night. alan jodin kelvin and i played betrayal. it was fun but i was sleepy. jodin played invisible volleyball, alan wrapped himself up as a mummy, eddie talking so loud and trying to wake the ppl around up. thanks for the wonderful night.
thanks bea for the ride home. im not feeling well.
thurs supposed to meet beatrice for lunch. waited for an hour. her alarm dint sound. nvm. it gave me some time alone shopping for leonard's bday present and time to think bout wad's happening to me recently. post d and d meeting. i dun understand why ppl cant correct me on the spot during d and d, they've gotta drag all the way after tt to complain. not just me i suppose. tt meeting is so full of ppl shooting ppl. its scary. WAD THE HECK. ITS OVER. HELLO?! why cant we just end it happily. went to leonard's birthday party with jo and dean at fish and co glasshouse. denise gave us discount. there were lotsa ppl. yepp it was fun. i had much sharing session with him. together with 6 others, we went to sing. me and him walk while others took andy's ride. he brought me to this very nice lanson's place. with many blue spot lights. it was really nice esp with the glass tops. yepp. ppl are like dedicating songs for him to sing. oh gosh. i dint dare to hold the mic. as usual. i like shan hu hai. he sang so many songs for me. okies. others sang as well. it was really funny. it reminded me much of the last time the d and d comm went to sing. miss it. andy drove me home. he send me to the lift and yes my sis caught it. damn it.
are you trying to trigger my thoughts? and then u've gotta ask whether im okie when im obviously not. its not the first time i suppose. dun pretend you dint see me when u did and turned away when u're with her. and then ask me for a movie and check if im okie. you know it. i know u're reading this. im so used to this sort of stuff. you can say tt im jealous and then ask if im okie. shall i say i deserve it. will we just keep it this close?
fri went to work in gelare. had a great time with my colleagues. i really do love them. we've got a new band named g-band. we'll sing and complain how tired and hungry we are. hhahaa. interesting. thanks hazel for all the advice.
sat i went to sch to collect my uniform and wad not. yepp. damn cute. came home to rest. shopped and cooked. yepp. im having a mixed feelings now after reading all the emails and hearing all those funny comments ppl can give. im feeling so lost and all. damn it. for i dun share much. even if i do, i'll talk to andrew bout it. but he had changed so much will he even listen to me complain and whine again? like wad miss ---- said, he changed. and i agree.
im feeling so emotional and lousy right now. one msg/action can change your mood. i shouldnt be taken aback by all those stuff. im nothing to you. i just feel like crying it all out now. keep me distracted.
im gonna be okay by monday. you said u wana come. right. sigh. just looking forward to the long awaited foc and fow. though im not feeling so well still.
i'll be ready for the duat. (;
im not holding on yet im not giving up. though i should be. im lying to myself.
yeeping ; 12:54 PM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
so ppl just need to be assured. pls think before you speak insensible PPL. you have totally no idea on wad's going on. so please. control the words. dun condemn us. you dunno who is actually doing the jobs.
i wana complain bout the staffs of long john silver in TM. two days ago, i went to tm for dinner with guang denise and alvin after unpacking the decor stuff in lounge. not to say tt my service skills are excellent but i wana raise this point bout talking back to customers when they're in the wrong and showing biasness among customers of different age group. i was ordering combo 1 with small coke and the counter crew can even make a joke out of it. saying tt they do not have hot drinks. yes and i did repeated it thrice until the manager told me to ignore her, she's crazy. an innocent primary school girl ordered and got her order only after 20 min. a middle age lady ordered later and got it first. i witnessed a scene whereby a guy who ordered before me and got the food after ive finished mine, chun 23. we waited close to half an hour for our COMBO 1. denise ordered her food last and she got it first. i was so hungry tt i bought my hershey's sundae pie. bth. tt poor guy waited for more than 40 min at the FAST-FOOD restaurant when there is no customer yet. ppl who asked for take aways after chun got it on the spot. one of the staff actually commented that we should work there if we think its easy. wad the heck. just when we were suggesting to complain to the manager, we realised tt the manager is at the counter laughing with the rude, absolutely rude staffs. screwed up system. the doors were drew even before the customers got it. and they've got the cheek to put the bell before chun 23 after asking him to sit down for the third time when he rushed for his 40 min fast food. damn ridiculous.
looking at the way ppl blog bout d and d, i really do have a mixed feelings. yes. ppl dun understand us, they do not see the whole picture before commenting. which i got pretty disappointed and certainly upset by their behaviour. sad to say, it just happened and ended this way.
was in town with my d and d comm yesterday. me jo eng meng alv pam and her bf had much fun in pasta mania and billy bomber. we made a new friend called kaiyan. hahaha. damn funny. i had much fun until . . . kinda see it coming. but i just dun wana face it. yepp. im feeling kinda w-e-i-r-d now. thanks jo, alvin, steph and leonard.
ALP 010406 april fool. i was sick. not enough slp and the scorching sun killed me. yepp. i went home early. went to watch ice aged 2 with my friend after tt. thanks for tt short 2 hours. i realised tt we've nv been out for more than 3 hours. hahaha. nvm. soon soon.
im lying to myself or just choosing not to believe wad ive seen. yepp.